Moms, You Don’t Need a Reinvention — You Need Rest
by Autumn Colón, Associate Therapist Somewhere along the way, motherhood got paired with the idea that we’re always supposed to be becoming something new. A new version of ourselves. A better version. A calmer, more patient, more fulfilled, more put-together version. And when we feel exhausted, disconnected, or burnt out, the message we often receive is the same: reinvent yourself. We see it all over our feeds at the beginning of the year. New year. New me. New routines. New habits. New goals. New identity. But what I see, over and over again in my work with mothers, is this truth: Most moms don’t need a reinvention. They need rest. When Burnout Gets Mistaken for a Personal Problem Burnout builds slowly, often so quietly that many mothers don’t recognize it as burnout at all. It shows up in small ways. It could look like feeling tired even after a full night’s sleep. Becoming more irritable over things that never used to bother you. Losing patience with yourself. Feeling emotionally flat, disconnected, or constantly on edge. Your burnout might not look like Angela Bassett’s crash out in “Waiting to Exhale” but more like functioning day to day on autopilot. You’re getting things done, showing up, caring for everyone else, but internally you feel depleted, foggy, or numb. The days blur together. Joy feels harder to access. Rest never feels like enough. Many moms who come sit with me are worried that something is wrong with them. They’ll say things like, “I don’t feel like myself anymore,” or “I think I need to figure out who I am again.” They begin to associate burnout with a lack of identity. I’ll hold your hand when I say this: burnout doesn’t mean you need to become someone new. It means your system is tired. In my work with mothers, this is often where we begin. I’m trained to help women slow the moment down enough to separate exhaustion from identity, and burnout from self-worth. Together, we look at what your nervous system has been holding, how long you’ve been running on empty, and what kind of support would actually help right now. My approach isn’t about pushing change or prescribing a new version of you; it’s about creating space for rest, clarity, and reconnection to emerge naturally, without pressure. The Identity Shift No One Prepares You For Motherhood does change you. That part is real. Matrescence: The transition into motherhood that reshapes your body, brain, identity, and relationships. Your time, your body, your priorities, your relationships, your sense of responsibility, all of it shifts. And yet, we’re rarely given space to grieve what has changed or to name how disorienting that can feel. Society tells mothers to be grateful, to push through, to not dwell, all while quietly carrying an overwhelming amount. You love your child and motherhood deeply. Also . . . . You miss yourself profoundly. Both truths can exist at the same time. This is one of the quiet paradoxes of motherhood. When I sit with moms in therapy, we often spend time in this in-between space: the version of you before motherhood, the version you are now, and the version that hasn’t had room to emerge yet. If you recognize yourself here, I want you to know this space isn’t something to solve or rush through. This is where rest is needed the most. I often invite mothers to notice how the story of burnout has started speaking for them, telling them they’re lost, failing, or behind. Together, we practice loosening that story’s grip, not by arguing with it, but by gently separating it from who you actually are. Burnout is something you’re experiencing, not the sum of your identity. At the same time, we make room for what’s here (the grief, the fatigue, the longing) without treating those feelings as problems that need to disappear before life can move forward. From that place, I encourage moms to reconnect with what matters to them now. Not who they were before, and not who they think they should become, but what feels meaningful in this season. This isn’t about forcing clarity or reinventing yourself. It’s about creating enough safety, compassion, and space for your identity to unfold in its own time, guided by what you value, rather than what burnout has convinced you is wrong. Why Rest Is So Hard for Mothers Rest sounds simple. In practice, it’s one of the hardest things for moms to actually allow themselves. Not because you don’t want rest, but because rest is rarely neutral. It comes loaded: With guilt about not doing enough, with anxiety about leaving your child with someone else, with the fear of letting people down or dropping the ball, with deeply ingrained beliefs about productivity, worth, and what a “good” mother is supposed to look like. There’s also the invisible mental load most moms are carrying, the constant tracking, anticipating, remembering, and managing. Even when your body stops, your mind often doesn’t. So, when I talk about rest, many moms hear, “Do less,” in a world that already makes them feel like they’re falling short. That’s why rest has to be reframed. Rest isn’t quitting. Rest isn’t giving up. Rest isn’t avoidance. Rest is regulation. Rest is protection. And for mothers, rest is both a right and a quiet revolution. What Realistic Self-Care Actually Looks Like Self-care has been sold to mothers as something extra, something indulgent, something you squeeze in if you’re lucky. In reality, realistic self-care is often unglamorous, deeply practical, and about doing what actually supports you, not what looks good online. It can look like: Yes, self-care can be nail appointments, spa days, or solo trips if those are accessible to you and genuinely restorative. But it can also live in those much smaller moments. Realistic self-care isn’t about doing more or becoming better at taking care of yourself. It’s about giving yourself permission to need less from yourself, especially in seasons that already ask so much. How I Support Moms When Burnout Sets In When moms come to me feeling burnt out, disconnected, or unsure of themselves, we don’t start by asking them to reinvent their lives. We start by slowing things down. We look at what’s actually happening day to day. Where energy is leaking. What feels heavy but rarely gets named. How much is being carried quietly, without help or acknowledgment. Often, the work begins with noticing just how much you’ve been holding together on your own. There’s usually a lot of self-blame when moms arrive, a sense that they should be handling things better or feeling differently by now. My role is often to help shift that lens, away from “What’s wrong with me?” and toward “Of course this feels hard, given everything I’m carrying.” I don’t believe you need to
The Winter Chill and Your Inner Storm: Navigating PMDD and Anxiety During the Winter Season
by Autumn Colón, Associate Therapist Winter has a way of turning the volume up on everything we already carry. I see it every year, in my clients, in quiet check-ins that start with “I don’t know why this feels so hard right now, even my body feels it too.” The days get shorter, the light fades earlier, routines shift, and suddenly what felt manageable a few months ago feels heavier, louder, harder to move through. If you live with PMDD, anxiety, or both, winter can feel especially unforgiving. Thoughts spiral faster. Emotions sit closer to the surface. Rest doesn’t always touch the exhaustion the way you expect it to. I want to say this clearly: you’re not doing something wrong. This is your body, your hormones, and your nervous system responding to real seasonal changes. Why Winter Can Hit Harder with PMDD and Anxiety PMDD already asks a lot of you. For part of every month, typically the one to two weeks leading up to your period (the luteal phase), your emotional tolerance becomes narrower. Anxiety may spike. Irritability feels constant. Sadness or hopelessness can arrive without warning. Many women describe feeling like they become a different version of themselves during this time. Now add winter to the mix. Here’s where things get layered. Seasonal shifts often include: ● Less natural sunlight ● More time indoors ● Disrupted sleep and routines ● Lower energy and motivation Even without a disorder, these changes matter. They affect mood regulation, stress tolerance, and nervous system balance. This is what I often tell clients: winter doesn’t create PMDD or anxiety, it simply amplifies what’s already there. When the luteal phase overlaps with the colder months, it can feel like everything stacks at once. When it rains, it pours, am I right? So, what has my experience working with clients taught me? That these moments are not regression. They are signals. It’s your mind and body screaming for adjustment, not judgment. When we stop trying to power through and start listening, something begins to shift. A Softer Way to Move Through Winter With PMDD There’s a line from a book I read by Katherine May that I often come back to. Winter is not the end of the cycle; it’s the part where something is quietly reshaping. This is a season for listening more closely and responding with care. Here’s how I help clients approach this time of year, and how you might begin thinking about it too. Build Awareness Without Turning It Into Self-Criticism One of the most helpful tools for PMDD is tracking, especially in the winter. That doesn’t just mean tracking your cycle; it also means noticing seasonal shifts in your energy, mood, sleep, and stress levels. When you understand what tends to show up and when, you’re less likely to be caught off guard by it. This can look like: ● Tracking your menstrual cycle alongside changes in daylight, energy, and mood ● Noticing when anxiety tends to spike or motivation drops ● Naming what’s predictable instead of treating it as a personal failing For some people, additional light exposure during the darker months can be supportive. During the luteal phase, you might consider talking with a provider about using a light therapy lamp in the mornings to help support mood and energy. Just as important is naming the “why.” When anxiety ramps up, it can help to gently remind yourself that this is hormonal, seasonal, and temporary. That reminder doesn’t make symptoms disappear, but it can take the edge off the panic and reduce the shame spiral that often comes with PMDD. Slow Down Earlier, Not After You’ve Hit Empty Winter asks us to slow down, and PMDD often demands it. When you keep pushing anyway, symptoms tend to escalate. Slowing down earlier helps prevent the crash that often comes later. This might look like: ● Lighten your load and schedule during luteal weeks when possible ● Saying no to non-essential commitments without overexplaining ● Letting “good enough” be enough for now Rest is not a reward for productivity. It’s a basic need, especially during this phase of the month and this time of year. When energy is limited, how you spend it matters. Support Your Body with Steady Nourishment Winter PMDD often shows up physically as much as emotionally. Appetite changes, cravings increase, and energy dips are common, especially during the luteal phase. Instead of fighting that, focus on support. That can include: ● Eating consistently to avoid blood sugar crashes that worsen anxiety ● Choosing warm, grounding meals that feel comforting and satisfying ● Prioritizing nutrient-dense foods like complex carbohydrates and healthy fats The goal isn’t perfection. It’s steadiness. Prepare for the Hard Days Before They Arrive This is one of the most important pieces of working with PMDD in winter. Preparation is not pessimism. It’s self-care. Instead of waiting for symptoms to take over, we plan for them ahead of time. That might include: ● Creating a short list of grounding anchors you can return to when things feel overwhelming ● Keeping those anchors simple and non-negotiable, like a short walk, deep breathing, or a calming playlist ● Choosing just one thing to do when symptoms hit, rather than trying to do everything Grounding techniques can also be helpful when anxiety pulls you into future-based worry. Practices like the 5-4-3-2-1 exercise can help bring your focus back into your body and the present moment. How I Work With Clients Through This I don’t approach PMDD and anxiety as problems to manage from a distance. As a therapist who specializes in women’s health, I work with women in a way that honors how their bodies, cycles, and lives change over time. My experience has taught me that PMDD isn’t just a diagnosis, it’s a lived rhythm. When you learn to work with that rhythm instead of against it, the shifts begin to soften. In our work together, we might focus on: ● Understanding your unique patterns ● Responding to your body with care instead of criticism ● Building supports that fit your life This isn’t about pushing through winter chill. It’s about moving through it with more honesty, more pacing, and less self-blame. A Final Thought If winter feels heavier for you, especially with PMDD and anxiety, you’re not imagining it. This season asks us to slow down, listen more closely, and stop expecting summer-level energy from winter bodies. You’re allowed to adjust. You’re allowed to need more support. You’re allowed to meet yourself where you are. Sometimes the most meaningful work isn’t quieting the inner storm; it’s learning how to stay with yourself until the storm passes. And you don’t have to do that alone. These are the things I return to as winter settles in, and the pace of life shifts. If you are looking for something that might help you move through this season with more
Holiday Grief Hits Different: What Nobody Tells You About the “Firsts” After Losing Someone You Love
by Dr. Melissa Robinson-Brown, PhD (Dr. Mel) I watched him dance around the kitchen island… and I can’t stop replaying it. Four years ago, we were at my sister’s house for the holidays. My dad — in full goofy joy mode — took on a challenge from a game we were playing and DANCED around that island like the happiest man alive. That was him. Silly. Willing. Joyful. A man who embodied a level of contentment most people spend their whole lives chasing. And this year during holiday season? We’re driving “over the meadow and through the woods” to see family… and my chest is tight. Because this is our first holiday season without him. And whew… holiday grief is a different kind of ache — the kind that shows up uninvited, sits next to joy, and says, “Hey girl… scoot over.” The “Firsts” Nobody Prepares You For People warn you that the firsts after a loss are the hardest: But nobody tells you what they actually feel like. Nobody tells you: As a psychologist, I tell my clients all the time: Grief is a nasty, disrespectful b%$ch. Nonlinear. Messy. Loud. And it shows up whenever it feels like it. And holiday grief? It hits everyone — not just those mourning a death. People are grieving: If your heart feels heavy this season, you’re not imagining it. This time of year amplifies everything. What’s Actually Helping Me Navigate Holiday Grief (Right Now) Not the polished, “self-care is a bubble bath” stuff. I’m talking about what’s actually keeping me upright these last two weeks. 1. Let grief show up. You can’t outrun grief. If you try to push it down, it will come back louder and heavier. Let it have its space — not your whole house, but its seat in the corner. 2. Personify it. (Yes, really.) My grief has a name: Iggy. She’s a haggard, “The Ring”-looking woman walking beside me. Sometimes she taps my shoulder… Sometimes the b%$ch jumps on my back… And some days she minds her business and sits in the corner. We nod at each other. I acknowledge her. But I don’t pretend she’s not there. 3. Don’t let her run the whole room. Iggy gets space — but she does NOT get full control. If I collapse into her, I know I’ll struggle to get back up. If I allowed it, I would spend this whirl holiday season sleeping…but I know that’s not how to deal with this ache. So I sit with her… but I don’t surrender. 4. Anchor yourself to something that reminds you you’re alive. For me, it’s the gym. Movement pulls me back into my body when grief tries to drag me out of it. Every rep whispers: “You’re still here. You’re still living. And your dad would want that.” For you, it may be special family recipes, solo holiday shopping trips, a day at the spa, reading your favorite book cuddled up by the fire. Whatever it is, lean into your anchors. 5. Cry + let people hold you. I’ve cried more in the last two weeks than I have in months. And every tear has made room for breath. Let people show up for you. Lean if you need to lean. 6. Read something that speaks your grief language. I’ve been reading Notes on Grief by Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie. When I tell you this book said things I thought only existed in my own head? And her experience is so similar to mine…I feel seen! It has held me in ways I didn’t expect. Holiday Grief & Depression: What They Don’t Tell You Here’s the clinical truth: Grief isn’t depression — but the two can intertwine. Holiday grief can look like: If you notice these shifts in yourself, especially during the holidays, you’re not alone — and you’re not broken. At Renewed Focus, I work with high-achieving women who carry grief and depression quietly because they’re used to being the strong ones. Holiday grief can stir old sadness, trigger new waves, and make everything feel too loud or too empty. And if that’s you? You deserve support, not silence. You deserve a space where you don’t have to hold it all together. If you’re looking for that space, here’s where we do that work: Depression & Mood Support at Renewed Focus — culturally-attuned, real, and rooted in your lived experience. You Don’t Have to Navigate Holiday Grief Alone No one prepares you for losing a parent. No one prepares you for grieving in rooms full of people who have no idea how deep your ache goes. But you’re not the only one trying to hold grief and gratitude at the same time. You’re not the only one showing up to a holiday gathering with heartbreak tucked into your pocket. And you don’t have to pretend you’re okay. These are the things keeping me steady in the hardest season of the year. If you have things that help you cope, drop them in the comments — your truth might be the thing someone else needs today. Your’s in Badassery, Dr. Mel
Burn the Script: How Letting Go of All-or-Nothing Thinking Can Loosen Depression’s Grip On Your Life
All-or-nothing thinking is one of those sneaky habits that looks like high standards on the outside, but behind the scenes? It’s doing real damage. It makes you question your progress, invalidate your own wins, and hold yourself hostage to an imaginary finish line.
